with intimacy.  I prayed about the situation and Yah refreshed my memory.  I realized that all of my problems were rooted in suppressed memories of childhood molestation.  I confronted my perpetrator and he denied it.  Shortly thereafter, unable to cope with the reality of being exposed, he shot himself in the head.  The following years seemed unbearable at times.  I dropped in and out of college several times and there were many days when I did not believe I would make it another.  My world was shattered.  It took months before the process of forgiveness would be completed.   After many sleepless nights and tears of anguish I finally was able to forgive him.  Overcoming that experience proved to be my most difficult challenge thus far.  In the beginning I often questioned, asking, “why me Yah?”  Now I realize that Yah did not allow me to endure arbitrarily, rather he gave me a testimony to share with others about His great love and healing power.  I am a living witness of His glory.

I give Yah praise for changing my life.  He loved me when I was steeped in sin, and gently washed them all away.  Not only has my first-hand encounter with Yah’s amazing love enabled me to love Him with my whole heart, but now I can pour out that same love on others.  Every since I was a youth, I knew that I wanted to make a positive impact on the world.  In the last year Yah has been slowly disclosing His master plan for my life.  Through the Word, He revealed to me that I would teach the multitude.  Four months later a guest pastor (that did not know me) prophesied the very same thing into my life.  Two months afterward, I received more conformation.  At a Young Life Fall Leadership Retreat, Yah gave me words to speak.  After I finished a young man approached me.  He said, “…You are a messenger sent by Yah to warn.  Your message will be offensive and hard for people to accept.  Be courageous and bold.  You are called. Be encouraged...”  Again, this was accurate conformation of what had previously been revealed to me through the Word.  Now that I have a better understanding of my divine purpose in life, I am taking the necessary preparatory measures to accomplish the work set before me. 

My heart belongs to the downtrodden.  In the future, I will proclaim a message of hope unto the poor.  I will teach primarily in inner-city ghettos around the world.  I will illuminate biblical truths that have long been forgotten.  My area of concentration lies within the context of identifying the true descendants of the biblical Israelites.  Upon earning the specified number of credit hours, I will earnestly pursue the Master of Divinity Thesis Option in order to further my research.  I am committed to searching for and discovering the Truth.  It is my life objective to spread the gospel to the poor, comfort the brokenhearted, proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prisons to them that are bound.  Following in the footsteps of Yahoshua my Savior, all things have become possible for me.  Nothing is withheld from those that believe.”

This autobiography was written two years ago.  I had just begun to learn the truth of Yah. I praise Yah for giving me understanding and opening my eyes to see spiritually.  I praise Yah that the seeds He planted fell on good soil, and grew up, and will yield a crop a hundredfold in the Name of Yahoshua the MessiYah. HalleluYAH!!